I saw student activism todaytoday was also
good to see change energy motivation
I learned about pragmatism
and propheticism (thanks always to yonnie
screw your roommate
wander around the dining hall
persue absurd coordination find your partner, your "screw date"
marco your polo
indiana jones rescues a cellophaned food flung grl
some chem major dressed as an alcohol molecule
finds an anti-alcohol enzyme
I would have acted out
but my girlfriended roommate Ben
we didn't set me up with a screwbusy lamenting my statethen tonight we pack the gym
until I got over myself
free to sleep, work roam slow
unattached today someday I'll be properly screwed. sweaty college
time and the other
dense, getting better
anthropologists distance their subjects
I seldom go out these days without a camera
never without my notepad.
I stood on a chair overlooking the crowd
and it looked like
"big high school college dance footage"
off the chair, on the same level
I notice swarthmore freak motion distinctive
when I took off my bag jacket and toolbelt,
I felt ecstatic engaged!there is a far smaller party downstairsI ran into fey jessica thrown by the LBGA lebian gay bisexual allied are all my hip friends
hiply swaying and exchanging talk
more cigarette smoke
less couples dancing fixity
less meat hunting
diffuse energy of individuals
more unique dressers funky ego dancers
I split my time between
upstairs eighties greats techno dance compulsion
and the artistic elite
why the choice?
white on white
seems excited by me these days
strange how you grow on people from a distance
I danced close to her and a she friend
too high to be cool mostly thoughtful
a friend encouraged me out
prefaced by a fresh green glass bong hit
and some jimi hendrix like the old days
strong pot makes me think abstractly explain myself thorough concise
no one argues with me
mom would approve me getting high
tonight if only cuz I tend to stoned clean my room...
mariah is steadily borrowing my possessions creating a personal surrounding of my physical presence? absorbing my surface reality as her own to project? pisces?
I brought a lighter when I go to party
curteous light provider now no longer I don't like smoke
not to write speeches like I did for the Rand
speak straight from self
I try to maintain a sane diet
cuz chatting with jilted julia
not brooding over last night
but infatuated with a cute barrell maker
she's "heard he's a committed bachelor" she asks him if he will share dating time with her
his obvious answer
who wants to think about making a committment in the abstract?
express desire as tangible, doable or not doable. julia encourages me to eat phoenixes - regional eupamism for egg muffins (I add a hashbrown patty)
puts me to sleep!
you need to eat them justin!
strength - you're eating ovaries!
(she thinks I'm too thin, she calls me chicken butt.)